my body just screams slut!.....

i am moving into a house with my sister and some friends.

i might not be on for a month but ill try to be whenever i can.

im sorry we didnt work out.

im sorry im not good enough.

im sorry for all the lies.

im sorry i hated you.

i regret ever fighting with you.

im sorry i wont be on.

bye for now i guess.

For those who care.....

i feel horrible right now.

me my sister and a few friends went for a ride after school.

some guy hit us....

my cars totald.

my sisters in the hospital.

they dont think she will live much longer.

which thats what she wants.

but idk what to do without her.

so idk when or if ill be back on.

JAKEY BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

hugs and love everyone.

byeeess.

 

okie heres the deal.

 i dont know what to do

i think ryan is making out with dudes and flirting with other people to get me back

i miss him im slowly dying inside.

help meh.

no one talks to me anymore

so im leaving.

 

Jakey you certainly know how to turn me on.

now come and get me.

dont hold back a single thing.

damn..im horny.

thanks alot.

=)

ps-now i need sex!!!!

anyone up to it?

Ryan(haveabettertouchandabetterfuck)

-hes funny

-honest

-adorable

-i trust him

-ive known him for a few years

Tiffy(omgxx)

-my shoulder to cry on

-my gorgeous sissy.

-your an idiot

-the other side of me

-you complete my life (besides ryan)

Jakey(xxjakexwantsxtoxfuckxyouxx)

-hes a whore

-he makes me laugh

-he makes me like a slut

-hes just AWESOME

Jake(xjakesterx)

-long time lover

-gorgeously adorable

-loves me

-likes me for who i am

Paige(xcantstopthissuicidex)

-my "wife"

-your so totally adorable

-the only girl that ive actually fell in love with

-you love me for me

 

ill add more when i get more.

every thing in that note is true and if u dont believe me oh well im posting it  now for everyone to see.

i DO love you.

i DO miss you.

i DO want you.

i AM sorry

i AM stupid.

i AM in love with you.

i NEED you.

I fucking miss you so badly.I love you Jakey. You make life worth living and without you in my life theres no reason for me to live...

im fucking sorry.

i  love you babe.

-Trent the whore. xox

right now im really fucked up and have no reason to talk to anyone but for you out there and whoever reads this HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!...peace bitchies

-Trent xo

The day you came into my life will be cherished always.
An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold.
My heart is no longer lonely, but instead
filled with the wonder of a love like I’ve never known.

When you first held me, it was magical!
A touch no other but my soulmate could provide.
Truly the passion needed no words.

Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day.
With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear!

Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief.
A caring and unconditional love that shines from them
that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come.

Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other.
Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing!

On the day we wed...
I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion.
For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you,
our own little piece of heaven on earth.

I will love you always.

 

 

Your hugs are the hugs i long for each day

Your kisses are the kisses i long for each day.

I want to be able to touch your lips.

I want to feel your arms around me.

I will always love you through life,the bad times,fights, and in death.

Im addicted to you and Its drving me crazy not being able to physically be with you.

But i will always be with you at heart.

I love you my one and only.

Forever and Always we shall love each other.

Happy Birthday Baby Sorry Im Late......

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RYAN A.

soon to be Mr.and Mr A.

woot woot

well -kisses alot and hugs tightly-

I love you so much baby.

IM LEAVING END OF STORY. IM TIRED OF HURTING PEOPLES. AND PLUS I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF MY SISTERS [ SHES DYING BTW ] SO I DONT KNOW IF ILL EVER BE BACK BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLES I WILL NEVER FORGET AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THEM--------------

KYLE

RYAN

JAKE

DYLAN

CHANEL

LUKAS

CADE-RIP

 

AND MORE BUT THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF

BYES LOVE YOU ALL! *KISSES*

*********** TRENT ****************

 

HI EVERYONE. FOR EVERYONE THAT KEEPS ASKING RYAN SAID YES.!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FFUCKING HAPPY

hi! baby ur my everything. without im nothing. it looks like alot of peoples know about us and think were cute together. lolz. i rilly cant write or draw or sing or dance or anything so im not sure how im  going to say this without like literally saying it but first i shall talk about u for a few seconds. ok well the first time i met u i thought u were so cute! and now that im with u i cant stop thinking about u or wishing u where here in my arms [[ dont believe me ask tiff ]] oh! i got some veri good news me and tiff got in a fight [[ shes got guts]] and now were like 2 new people and its great cuz now we finally arent fighting were at peace. YAYS! lolz. well since u left i cant stop thinking about being with u for the rest of my life so this might come as a surprise or a shock. but i cant help it i jsut have to ask u::

*bends down on one knee and takes ur hand*  Ryan will u marry me?

ill be waiting for ur answer..

i love u so fucking  much ur my everything.

♥ ur trent forevers <33

THEY ARENT WORKING SO MESSAGE ME! PLZ

 

hey my email is emoxunicornxbyxblood@yahoo.com ok well byez add me

hey peoples in srry but because of some peoples i will not be back on buzznet every again goodbye and hae a wonderful life without me love u all and ill miss certain friends on here but oh well my yahoo (well me and my sisters yahoo) is surfingchad@yahoo.com so email me or add me

piece bitchez

bye love u all

trent xoxoxoxoxoxo <3

IM GROUNDED BUT ANYWAY MY MESSAGES ARE FUCKED UP SO LEAVE ME A NOTE LOVE  U ALL!

BYE TRENT XOXOX <3

Dear diary,
mood; Apathetic
my life is spiraling downwards, I could'nt get enough money to go to the 'blood fed romance' and 'Suffocate me dry' concert. it sucks cause they play some of my favourite songs, like 'Stab my heart coz i love you' and 'Rip apart my soul' and of course 'Stab me rip stab stab.' And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thingy either, like that guy from that band can do. Some days.....
I'm an Emo kid, non conformist as can be, you'd be non conformist to if you looked just like me. I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face. I'm almost Emo enough to start shaving my legs. Coz i feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag, Some call it 'freedom of expression' most just call me a fag. Coz our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes, because Emo is one step below transvestite.
[chorus] Stop my breathing and slit my throat, I must be Emo. I don't jump around when I go to shows, I must be emo.
I'm dark, insensitive with low self esteem, the way i dress makes everyday feel like halloween. I have no real problems but i like to make believe, I stole my sisters mascara so I'm grounded for a week. Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies, I can't get through a Hawthorne heights album without sobbing. Girls keep breaking up with me, it isn't any fun, they say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one.
[chorus]
Dye my hair and polish on my toes, I must be Emo I play guitar and write suicide notes, I must be Emo
My life is just a black abeyss, you know, it's so dark and it's suffocating me. Grabbing hold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans, which look great on me by the way.
When i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction, hearig songs 'bout getting dumped give me an erection. I write in a live journal and wear thick rim glasses, i tell my friends i bleed black and cry during classes. I'm just a bad, cheap imatation of God, You can read me Catcher in the Rye, and watch me jack off. I wear skin tight clothes, while hating my life. If i said i liked girls, I'd only be half right.
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo, I must be emo Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo, I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals, I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones, I must be emo
My parents just don't get me you know. They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple of guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s. Can't 2-or 4-dudes make-out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend. . . . I feel like tacos

A LITTLE BIT OF INFORMATION TO U FROM ME! DONT RUN INTO POLES OR TREES UNLESS U WANT A HUGE HEADACHE OR MARK ON YOUR HEAD TRUST ME IT HURTS LIKE HELL WELL I SEE IVE WASTED MOMENTS OF UR VALUEBLE TIME ONCE AGAIN GOOD NIGHT AND GOD SPEED! LMFAO LOL

My momma
She gave me a dollar
She told me to buy a collar
But I didn't buy no collar
Instead I bought some bubblegum
BAZOOKA, ZOOKA bubble gum (x2)

My momma
She gave me a quarter
She told me to tip the porter
But I didn't tip no porter
Instead I bought some bubblegum
BAZOOKA, ZOOKA bubble gum (x2)

My momma
She gave me a dime
She told me to buy a lime
But I didn't buy no lime
Instead I bought some bubblegum
BAZOOKA, ZOOKA bubble gum (x2)

My momma
She gave me a nickel
She told me to buy a pickle
But I didn't buy no pickle
Instead i bought some bubblegum
BAZOOKA, ZOOKA bubble gum (x2)

My momma
She gave me a penny
She told me to buy some bubblegum
So I bought myself SOME GUM! (more)

omfg! i just got Good Charlotte's new cd Good Morning Revival. This cd is the shit man! if u havent got it get it now! it includes the songs:

1)Good Morning Revival

2)Misery

3)The River

4)Dance Floor Anthem

5)Keep Your Hands Off My Girl

6)Victims Of Love

7)Where Would We Be Now

8)Break Apart Her Heart

9)All Black

10)Beatiful Place

11)Something Else

12)Broken Hearts Parade

13)March On

thankies and if u get it enjoy it it rocks well gtg love u all bitchezs lol

love

trent xoxoxoxo <3

i might not be on as much cuz my sister and my mom got in a  fight and my mom almost ended up killing her but shes ok now i think (thats what the doctor told me but he doesnt know what shes going though) im all shes got (besides jennifer) but shes not near us. so  i have to stay with her and watch her so she wont kill herself. well i gtg but i should be on tonight bitchez i love u all byez

 

lovers,

trent xoxoxoxo <3

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along
Maybe someday when you can hear this song
You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come
It's 4 AM and you are gone
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever...